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Zen and the Spiritual Maintenance of Death

Tuesday, July 21st, 2009

vertI’ve never actually read the book ‘Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance’ but I do feel somewhat akin to that phrase. I’m like a motorcycle mechanic that had spirituality thrust deeply into his mental toolbox. And it wasn’t my asking or my fault: it just happened and I have to make the best with it.

I was the kind of guy who took things apart just to understand how they worked: often, I could even put them back together too but the dismantling and comprehending was more important to me.  I say was, but I’m still like that.  Spirituality was just something I could fake if trying to date a hot religious girl. Then I had a death experience and I changed.  Well, parts of me changed.  I still liked understanding things and now I had a death experience to disassemble to its component parts.  And I no longer have to fake my spirituality with a spiritual girl.

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I took death apart like I would disassemble a lawn-mower motor and I examined each piece to see how it fit in and worked with the other elements of death.  I don’t know of anyone else who has ever done that.  What emerged for me from my self-examination of the parts of my death experience, was a logical progression.  Death makes complete sense to me now.  I understand death and by my comprehension of death, I fathom life and afterlife too.  But my vision of eternity and spiritual maintenance is different than any religious or philosophical theory I’ve ever heard of.

Are you interested in learning about how I interpret life, death and afterlife?  If so, follow along as I blog.  Also I’m thinking of writing a book.  It won’t be a super long one and I’ll likely just sell it as a digital version – (if I finish it at all).  Would you be interested in a mechanical description of death and beyond?  Please verbally kick me in the butt if you want me to get to work on writing it.

Living in a Death Note

Saturday, June 20th, 2009
Better than a Death Note

Better than a Death Note

“I wanted more from my life than I’ve found.” A young woman, still just a girl really, reads aloud from a death note she’s found on her boyfriend’s nightstand. “I love my girlfriend dearly but I haven’t the money or the potential of earning enough to give her the security she deserves. After my death, I hope she forgives me and goes on.”

Tears well up in the girl’s eyes and her blurred vision prevents her reading more of the death note.

“Why would he do something like this?” She cries and reaches for her phone to call a friend. Her grief over her boyfriend’s obvious death by suicide needs support.

“My most recent life-shattering problem happened last night.” She has finished the call for moral support and her eyes are dry enough to read further into the death note. “My buddy turned belligerent when confronted by the police outside the bar. The cop attacked him and when he fought back, I foolishly stepped in and tried to pull my friend away from the fight. Two police offers swarmed me from behind and beat me senseless without my offering even the slightest resistance. I wonder, why are the most aggressive and violent people in society are called ‘peace officers’? What law does to innocent people is a far worse crime than any they are supposedly protecting us from. I was handcuffed and then charged with something: I don’t even know what crime I’m accused of. If I don’t kill myself, I’ll have to spend more money than I have on lawyers and still have an arrest record to hamper my future career.”

womengo125x125-250“I even knew one of the cops who beat me up. I went to school with him. He was a bully on the schoolyard and a policeman’s badge has given him a license to do exactly what the teachers tried to stop him from doing—go figure. The real way to end bullying on the playground is to stop teaching it and glorifying it on a societal level.” The distraught girl continued to read from the death note. “Thinking back on the episode last night, I also wonder how the brutal and needless abuse I suffered at the hands of the law is for the betterment of society? I was law abiding before and I was even trying to stop my friend from fighting with the police. But now, I’m filled with animosity towards them. In other words, the cop’s actions have pushed me to a state of mind where I would commit a crime just to spite them. But in so doing, I would probably hurt someone innocent on a motivation of hurting the law—which is untouchable. So that is one more reason why my death and this death note are necessary. If I were to live on, I would be thrust down the wrong life path.”

To be continued…